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NyaInIJahLove
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« on: December 04, 2007, 08:48:47 AM » |
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Bless Ites, I just felt guided to express my appreciation to our Beloved brudda Elijah for helping move I along. The I has been a great inspiration in assisting I to move on and also in confronting some fears and ego trapping that have been keeping I back. I now realize more fulling the reality of "everyone hates I and I" and feel honoured to be in the same category as so many that I hold dear to I heart that have been persecuted, rejected, accused and denounced. The more persecution that I experience, and rejection, and believe me, I have had plenty, the more I move towards Jah, as it takes that kind of all-embracing love to heal the pain of it, and gives me a perfect opportunity to grow strong, as really there is no one on earth I can turn to, for answers and support. Having felt the presence of His Majesty within me, and having spoken to HIM I will never denouce HIM, however I will be careful in associating myself with the Rasta movement as a whole as I do not reprasent; hatred for whites, sexism, close-minded bigoted fanatacism, a separative mentality, homophobia, or any excuse to publicly humiliate any of my brothers or sistahs, and by brothers and sistahs I mean all and any of my global human family. However the only job I have consistantly done other than parent, is sing and reggae is my medium, so I feel obligated and Guided to keep going along those lines, whatever people think, and the joy it bring to I is not something I can give up! So bro,Elijah, I definitely am NOT the kind of Rasta you are! I do not support Patriarchy, I support equal rights. I am happy to be in a different box to you, I also feel positive that Yeshua/Jesus Christ, was not and is not sexist and HE IS THE PRINCE OF PEACE, the holy books that were suppressed and denouced by the Social Control system known as the Roman Catholic Church give clues to the fact that Christ Himself was not sexist, as does the fact that HIS MAJESTY broke tradition and had HIS Empress crowned on the same day as HIMself and not the next as was previously the custom. But hay, each to his or her own. Many like it or don't know any better. I stand in the Light of my/our Creator and will face whatever comes with THAT support, and by THAT I mean I AM THAT I AM. So really I am part of all of it and know the Truth of Jah and JAh commuicates to I to extend the same unconditional love to everyone I come in contact with. So, I LOVE YOU ELIJAH!!!!! and everyone else here! You are a part of my soulfamily and I will never forget you. I do feel a little more part of the world for knowing you but hay, yah hafe feel part of it to truly love it. I have so much work to go on with that I feel grateful for the grace JAH ELIJAH had to help me wean myself off this forum, and I feel so grateful given the opportunity to grow as an individual and be strong in that. I don't have a Orthodox church to go to, I probably would if there was one here, but there is nothing like that and not even true support between the tiny Rasta community, although that is changing. Rastas here are often uneasy with us too, ya know, too white, too pagan, too feminine, too many kids, too radical, too hippy, whatever.....One thing is for sure, I am happy being me!!!!! and won't change too much to please dem as I already have the love of my/our Father in Heaven, my/our Mother the Earth, my brothers and sistahs the ones close to the Almighty-one with the Almighty,my kids and Kingman. So Blessings people and I and I give thanks from the bottom of my heart for all of you in my life. SIs Nyah
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